wednesday

yet another pizza day.

I'm affected by the weather far too much. This so called global warming has brought never ending rains here. So basically it is dark and wet all the time. Our summer lasted for 2 weeks and even then it wasnt all that hot and clear-skyed. Looking at weather forecasts for Madrid and Madison, makes me really green with envy. Those places are still very hot, still full of summer. I suppose there is an upside to all this - winter. If the next winter is going to be anything like last winter, we wont see much snow. Although snow would mean less darkness.. I'm guessing it'll be dark and rainy till june next year. Then we'll see a couple of sunny days and rain comes back for at least a month.

This never ending darkness is making me so tired all the time. I've started taking 4-hour naps and still no problems falling asleep at night.. (started meaning I've done it once...) I'm all depressed and gloomy.. Positive thinking and energy are two words I'm not familiar with.

On Monday I sent 2 job applications. One for this "mother" company and one for Crocs. I spent nearly 3 days working on the application for this place, wanting it to be perfect. But now I feel like this office supplies disaster is ruining my chances.. At least a little bit. My colleague did fantastic damage control when she told the big boss about it. I don't know how she managed to write such an email. I was really really nervous at first but then I saw what she wrote and felt better right away.

I don't know how to deal with salesmen who don't shut up for a second. And don't ask if we want to buy they just sell sell sell. Before I knew it I was signing the order sheet. Horrible men. Never want to see them or anyone like them ever again. They even called first but talked so fast and so much I didn't understand what they wanted.

This is becoming the longest ever post and no one will ever want to read it.. (As if anyone ever does).

I had a superfun weekend. I laughed so much. Occationally it was hard to breathe. We weren't drunk(though we did consume 4,5 litres of wine and 4 ciders/each) and we weren't high, if that's what you're wondering. And we ate and ate and ate. Basically we were eating all the time(or cooking) except when we were rowing for about 10-15 minutes and playing footie and frisbee for about another 15mins. Then we did the girly thing. It was 70 minutes till the shops close and we had to leave to get more candy. Ended up buying 3 bags of candy and chocolate. It was fun.

Got a little new-car-fever on that trip. Driving that old thing doesn't feel like anything anymore, not after the brand new car. And I didn't even drive it.

I'm worried that I didn't spend enough money on my wellies.. I'm afraid there'll be a hole on the bottom soon.. I have to wear them so much. If only I could get past this fall, winter and spring with those I'd be happy.

As you may have noticed, I have nothing to do. Or I would have if I didn't have to sit here in the lobby.

And now I got nothing. Head is blank.