Perfect

It was my turn to host the *****-star dinner yesterday. I made sweet potato soup, my own curry-thing and layer soup(?). Oh and naan bread.

I think people at least mostly liked my cookings and had a good time.

After that we went to Kuuba/Armas.

I have to say it was the perfect night. To top it all I even won the lotto with 4+1. Not a big win but 17,50€ is more than I have ever won.

I am left with fond memories and honestly the best night of my life.

thanks guys!

parteeh

so yesterday was the awesome party no 2. And I went alone.

I felt a bit silly at first being there all alone, but then people started dancing and I went too, easier to blend in with a crowd. Vrajim took me in a group of people so I didn't have to dance alone all the time. That was nice. It didn't last too long. At around 1am I was already thinking of going home but I got company, so I stayed until around 2:15 and then escaped and took the cab home.

It was a fun evening filled with my kind of music and .. ooh now I have to tell you what I drank, you're not gonna believe it. First a margarita at home, and a very large one, then a tequila shot. Nothing unusual about that. At the bar, first order a beer. Just because it was cheapest. Then a crowmore. or crowmoore? which one is it? anyway. Next half a pint of Guinness!! followed by Laphroaig single malt expensive scotch. That's all I had. Spent too much money, expensive place.

Apparently first of many parties. Hopefully next time I don't have to go alone.

I made a disturbing realization just a moment ago.. Shame I can't really tell anything about it. But disturbing. Pathetic even.

Back to work..

Back in the day and more

When I was still a student I felt like I was in the wrong field, felt that I haven't got enough interest. Well as it happens, I still feel the same, especially after about 3 months of work in "my" field. Or maybe it's just this particular job and the boss. I can't see myself doing this after 2,5 weeks, but what can I do? It's not like I have another plan. I suppose if I ask for so much salary(something that is still reasonable for the job) that it's too much for her to pay then I wouldn't have to stay.

For about 2 seconds I thought about applying for a job in Fuengirola. But it's telesales and I hate that almost more than anything. At least the location and weather would be nicer.

Esta noche is the Gogo Zumba party and Afro Caribbean Spectacular Evening!! yay! I'm trying not to think too much of the fact that all my friends are lame and I have to go alone. Anyway I plan to have fun and dance as long as it doesn't feel weird being there alone.

I don't suppose I have anything else to say, at least anything I can say. :D

Dreamin'

Because I had a pan pizza with lots and lots of garlic yesterday for lunch, I was forced to sleep on my left side all night. And because of that I kept waking up whenever I wanted to turn, so I remember maybe 3 dreams from last night.

Good dreams all of them.

The first one I can remember was the best. I was so happy in that. It's a shame I can't be as happy in real life. I'm pretty sure that it is possible, in theory.

This also made me realize that I haven't gotten over it (you've no idea what I'm talking about and let's keep it that way) although I thought I had. Now I just feel pathetic.

Almost forgot, I applied to Degree Program in Tourism yesterday. I didn't mean to, after I had realized I'd have to live on student grant again for 3-4 years and that does not sound good. But then I figured why the hell not? They had me at "Resort Manager". It's not like I have to go if I should get in. It's a possibility anyway. A door if you will. I had to do it because I've been suffering from a serious case of missing the palm trees. Then I thought I could apply to do my training at Anfi Del Mar. How awesome would that be, especially if they'd let me stay in one of the rooms for 5 months?!?!?

But I'm just a dreamer. If for once my dreams would start coming true? too much to ask?