Wohoo!!

just as I anticipated the new version of iPhone (or rather the OS) coming this summer has the MMS possibility I wanted. This means I am closer to getting the phone. Only my phone and iPod are still working fine. And my job is rather sucky (in more than just salarywise) so I need a better job that pays well. Like the police college one. But it's been too long. I don't think I'll be hearing from them. It was almost a week ago when the application period ended. 

Why doesn't anything good ever happen to me??!?

private health care

One of my teeth is aching when I drink cold water. It has made me think about going to see a private dentist. I'm actually not that far yet. Just playing with the idea in my head in case it gets that bad.

One more thing. I have a big mole on my nose. It's high but it's light. I want to get rid of it before it gives me cancer.

It would have to be done by laser and that probably costs too much. Or we'll see. I've asked my friend, who works in a place that could do that, how much it costs. Just waiting to hear the scary truth.

Yawn

In the lobby again. 

These are the longest weeks. I have to think of something to entertain myself all day everyday. I just don't have any ideas yet. 

I felt full of inspiration just before I started writing this post. Now I have nothing. Why is that?

I'm hoping this means spring now. Day temp should be above zero all week. Snow should be melting down. 

My neck is killing me. 

It was my friend's 25th birthday party yesterday. It was just like birthday parties were when we were in elementary school. No alcohol. Cake and same games we used to play. Oh the cake was absolutely delicious. I was a bit worried at first when I saw it was dark on the inside. I'm not a very big fan of chocolate cake. But it didn't taste like chocolate cake. It was so delicious, so soft. And the pies. Looked a bit scary at first. All sorts of veggies in them but they were so good. 

I couldn't stop eating. It's not everyday you get such fantastic things in your mouth. 

So today I'm going for the tuna salad at lunch. And muesli with vanilla yoghurt. 

I wish we'd get the new work clothes soon. I am sick of this dark blue. It doesn't suit me at all. I hear the new stuff'll be mostly black. I can do black. Black is fine with me. Although I don't want them to come too quickly. I want to be able to fit in smaller sizes. I don't want them to be too big for me too soon. (notice the wishful thinking)

I don't think i'll be hearing from the police college. I just feel it. My application wasn't good enough. I can't write a good one. No matter how many times I try. Maybe I should have called too. But I still don't know what to say. And now the phone numbers are gone.. 

I guess luck just isn't my thing. 

blah..

yesterday was fun. 4,5 hours at work and a whole day free, sort of.  I was home by 11:10am.

I watched a lot of tv. Now I only have 2 episodes of NCIS 3 left. Feeling a bit sad. I've seen 4, but I'm going to continue with that anyway. 

It's weird how a show can affect me. It was shocking when Kate died, even when I knew it was going to happen. And the next episode was so sad. I miss Kate. And then when Abby was in danger I was really scared. I could feel the panic she would have felt if it would have been a real situation. I just love all the characters. They are all so great in their own unique way. 

That's why it's a huge shame that seasons 5&6 are not available in Europe yet. I wouldn't be prepared to pay too much anyway, so I s'pose I just have to be patient and wait..

10 days to weighing day. I need to have lost 4 pound or I'll be super mad. If it's more it's just great, but I'm worried it won't be anything at all. I don't know what I'll do if that's the case. 

And to make me feel worse I've been really really wanting candy lately. Yesterday I ate my xmas cookies to make me feel better, which of course didn't make me feel better but got me out of the candy idea for the rest of the day. 

I'm so tired I could fall asleep right here, right now. Which of course is not a very good idea. I'm supposed to be a customer servant, the face of the company. The first thing people see when they walk in. (A good reason to want another job, wouldn't you agree?)

Yesterday was the last day to apply for the police college job. I hope they'll read mine and consider me. I thought about calling there but I couldn't figure out what to say. Telephone is not my strongest form of communication. I doubt I could have made a good impression of me on the phone. At least the application said very clearly how interested I am. At least I hope who ever reads it gets that impression. 

But now I found an interesting game on FB, need to try it. so byebye for now

 

no more l.i.i.t.s to me

So out on Sat. As we were getting ready and choosing my clothes I found my wig. I put it on and left it on :) It was  hot and I felt like I had a hat on, but at least I didn't have to put it with my own hair. 

We decided on karaoke! That was a fun idea. It's been so long since the last time. We sang 4 songs. Not very well I might add :) But we had fun.

After that to Huuma. It was only 3e in and when we arrived there was only 5 people there.. 

An ok place. Music wasn't excellent but with all those long island ice teas it was more than fine. 

So guy came up to me, asked if I was local and wether I was single, or married or taken or what. He wanted my phone number. Wow! But when he found out I was taken he backed off. Good boy.

sort of nice. I didn't look very much like me with the wig and all but it was quite nice. A small ego boost. I was very drunk. It's all a bit blurry..

But I have to say it was brilliant not having to take a bus or taxi home. And I didn't spend much money at all. Also very good since I don't have much money and now the work shoes arrived, and I have to pay those. 

long long week

It's Friday. around one thirty pm. Feels like the longest week and day.. Over two hours left of work and I've no idea how to entertain myself. 

Then I promised my friend we'd go clubbing tomorrow. I just wish it won't turn out to be anything like the last time we went out. It was too crazy. Can't spend too much money. Don't have very much.

I'm just so tired now, I'm not really looking forward to it.. 

I don't know what to say now. No wonder it's been so long since the last time. I'm spending so much time with the other blog I don't have energy for this one. 

But I'll keep trying. This is MY blog anyway