sentences I've never heard in my entire life pt1:

I wanna take you out.

It's been a while again

Over a month.

Suppose not much has happened since that. Except one of my best friends had her bachelorette party last weekend. We took her to a mani-pedi, salsa/merengue dancing, Horseback riding and to this cottage in Lempäälä where we spent the night.

The salsa teacher said we'd do salsa, merengue and reggaeton, but she made us do salsa and merengue so long we ran out of time. It was a shame since I was really looking forward to the reggaeton and especially since we just did the same steps for 4-6 songs, it was getting a bit boring. And since there was nothing new to me. Just the basic steps which I do like 5 times a week anyway in my classes.

I was reading a person X's blog yesterday and it made me feel really bad about myself. Just another reminder that I am so not an interesting person. I have nothing to say. Nothing interesting anyway. I wish I was braver and my brain worked faster. I wish I had more confidence. I wish I wasn't such a chicken. Ah, well.. maybe some day. I thought this was supposed to be therapeutic, writing down(or telling someone) what's bugging me, but it just seems to make me sadder. Not good.

I hope the two Jam classes today will cheer me up. And maybe I'll go check out the toning class too even though gogo website says it's not Vrajim's class today..

Maybe I should make this private.