Getting closer to midnight every minute. well obviously.. there's still 65 minutes to that.. the point is i am at home all alone. actually the cats are here and some great music. Good thing it's Friday.. i don't really have to be all that careful with the volume.. I was getting so bored i decided to write something here. a total non sense as you can see.. not that anybody ever reads this. maybe it's best this way. but i am getting sick of this loneliness.. if only he would let me know when he's planning to come home.
i am also a bit tired.. been suffering from insomnia a little lately. it's quite annoying.. but isn't all that big of a deal since i don't have to wake up at the crack of a dawn ever.. except on Wednesdays from now on.. i have an exam on Monday. i am going to fail. the material for that is over 500 pages. and it's not even a book.. online material.. how can anyone read that stuff. it's also very uninteresting and technical. still i am not worried.. maybe i will pass.. maybe i will have to redo it.. who cares anyways.. i know.. i should.. but i cant force it.
maybe i should get drunk. would that help? no..i don't think so..
i suppose I'll have to explore the wonderful world of Internet to see if i can find something interesting..
got a txt message.. at least he is still alive.. but didn't say anything about his plans..
perhaps I'll just lay on the floor and sing my heart out again.. that's good entertainment. for me.. not for anyone else :)
tschüss
4 weeks ago
