oh boy

I feel quite awful. My bf talked me into getting a pizza. I've been trying to stay away from unhealthy fast food but this time I gave in. Figured if I have nothing else it should be fine. Only it isn't. I'm feeling most uncomfortable and burby. We need a bigger couch, so we can both lie on it at the same time..
I must go try Latin Fever tomorrow. I went for beginners Latin Fever on Friday but since it's only on friday's and of the 5 weeks i'm still a member, I'm going to miss 3 Fridays because of different plans. It's quite rare, I mean I usually never have any plans for the weekend. October is different. Now I'm getting side-tracked.. I'm a little worried the Mondays Latin Fever'll be too difficult and everyone there'll be really good. On the other hand the beginners class was a bit too easy.. Who knows maybe this Monday class will be just my level and I'll love it too much and want to go every week and then be in trouble when I have to quit since I can't commit to a 13 month contract.

Girls weekend next weekend. Some of them want a healthy weekend, no boozing but jogging and such and one apparently doesn't know the others plans of being alcohol free. I'm not too keen on the idea of being sober all weekend. Although I'm not hoping to get wasted and hangovery. We'll see what happens.

But right now I wish I didn't feel like this. Hope I can remember this feeling the next time pizza is an option.

in the lobby again...

Good thing it's only for today.
I ordered a jacket from H&M, it should arrive in three weeks. It probably doesn't fit or it'll just looks weird. It's also very expensive. Well, at least expensive to me. But I'm not very good at shopping at stores. I've never been able to find fitting shoes online, so those I'll have to buy from an actual store. I'm going to my local today after work. Yesterday I found a prefectly nice pair of black skater shoes, but they were on the men's department. That bothered me enough to leave them there.
I'm not an enthusiastic shopper. I own one pair of jeans, two pairs of worn out sneakers and one sports coat, which is the only coat for this weather that I have.
Shopping for books, music or dvd's is easier for me. I spend more on books than I do on clothes each year. And it shows. I never have anything nice to wear. I dislike most of the items in my wardrobe. But I get frustrated each time I go shopping for clothes. Everything looks hideous on me. I end up buying nothing. I'd probably need a personal shopper, someone to go shopping with me, someone with a good eye.

I want NCIS season 5!!!