worried

1. I am a bit worried that my gym membership won't end on Saturday after all. Even though I told the lady at the reception that I want out and she said she'll contact invoicing. I hope I'm worrying for nothing.
2. I was worried coz I hadn't seen my friend, the squirrel for a few days. The last time I saw him(I decided it's a him, since it's impossible to tell) he was crossing the road with another squirrel and I get scared each time I see squirrels or cats or some other cute animals crossing roads. But today I met Ossi the squirrel again. He saw me, then he ran to me and then he ran back. Must have been disappointed I didn't have any food for him.


My upper back hurts. It hurts a lot!! Probably should excersice a bit but I can't get myself to do anything. And my wrist hurts again too. It's been pain free for about 6 years and I thought it was cured. Of course this could be for some other reason, but it still makes me wonder.


wig party tomorrow!!

free chocolate

Today I almost forgot the mustard tasting I had promised to attend. I got this email on Monday asking if I'd be interested in taking part of this mustard thing. I totally forgot all about it. Then luckily I bought food from where I was supposed to. And as I was walking away I noticed a woman with some papers standing by the wall. Then I remembered. I went to her and said something about coming to taste the --- blueberries?!? wtf? I remembered mustard, but I couldn't remember what it is in Finnish right there and then. So I said mustikoita.. Sinappi just seemed like a too difficult word to remember at that time. This happens to me sometimes. I suddenly can't remember some words or expressions in Finnish. I mean I remember them in English, but.. My bf doesn't always (if ever) believe when I say: I know what it means, I just can't translate it. Sometimes it's the easiest words.. He asked me what is 'individually' and my first instinct was that this is easy, you can't really be serious. Then it took me the rest of the day to remember the translation. There must be something seriously wrong with the language center of my brain.
But to explain the heading: I got free chocolate as a thank you for participating in that mustard study.

a black cloud over our weekend plans

Just when it seemed everything was ok. We were no longer carless, had no trouble choosing the foods and the drinks and everything was going smoothly. Then everything went wrong. People are mad at each other for money. I must admit I'm a bit pissed off too. I fear this will have a negative influence on our weekend. I just want everyone to calm down and forget the troubles, but I fear it's not possible. I fear the angry messages will continue, making us more and more mad at each other and then the whole thing won't happen. I need something good to happen - or actually excellent. Something to really cheer me up. But with my luck it will never happen.
Might go donate blood after work. Unless I get a terrible headache.. I feel it might be coming, so..
Good thing it's almost lunch time.