yawn

Friday.
Less than an hour at "work". Paid all my bills. Checked all the company invoices. Now I have nothing to do for the rest of the day. I know at some point someone will give me something to do, but meanwhile I'm going to look busy and pretend to be working. Lunch in 2 hours. I guess I can think of something to do for 2 hours.

Ordered something. Hopefully I'll get the reply to it soon, or else I'm going to think I did something wrong. And that's not good.
Bought a soda. It's ridiculously cheap here. I wanted water but it was too white and nasty looking so I thought what the heck, 50-55 cents for a bottle is not too much. I'll get one of those. While getting it I got the order thing and possibly another thing to do today.

My phone keeps surprising me all the time. Today I found I have Pride and Prejudice the novel on my book along with Adventures of Sherlock Holmes. How great is that?!?! As a standard feature. Not something I got from Android Market.

about 30 minutes to the middle of the day. Can't believe time goes by so slowly.

Slow....

This is going to be one of the longest days of my life. This "job" of mine should only be part-time. Maybe twice a week. Because there simply isn't enough to do. This is something I haven't told anyone at the firm just yet. I'm holding it until I figure out what to do with that info. It surprises me that no one ever suspects that I am something other than busy all the time. I mean what do they think I do? They should know my tasks, how little there is and still nothing. I suppose it's better this way, sort of.. Anyway this is not a work place for me and I'm going to leave before it's too late.
Anyway I've been filling out open application to places and am thinking of continuing that soon. Trying to find a quick way out.

Tomorrow is the Halloween Zumbathon, 3-hour Zumba marathon and I'm quite excited about that. It's going to be so much fun. My sister is coming with me. Neither of us is dressing up since we don't really have anything suitable.

Yesterday I won 2 tickets to the book & wine fair in Helsinki and a one year subscription of Viini-magazine. Which is awesome since I think I just got the last wine mag of my previous subscription and now I get a whole year more of them. Hooray!
And the fair. I really really wanna go. It seems no one is interested in going with me. I guess I'll have to go alone. That's fine, I'm used to doing all things fun alone anyway since everyone I know are not into fun things apparently. I was thinking I'd pay a visit to my favorite Torres-bar while I'm in town. Have a glass of Esmeralda and then come home, after the fair of course.

grrr

feeling very .. hmm. best not say.

frustration is one of the things i am feeling. i can't share here. can't really tell anyone.

luckily tomorrow is monday and i can start dancing again for 5 days. weekends are not really gym days.

i sort of wish i had a job in the city center so i wouldn't be this poor but then at the same time it would really get in the way of my dancing. ok, not really but some anyway. so i am just glad i can do what i do now.

guess that's all i am gonna say this time, now getting back to ranger, morelli and stephanie