Yawn

In the lobby again. 

These are the longest weeks. I have to think of something to entertain myself all day everyday. I just don't have any ideas yet. 

I felt full of inspiration just before I started writing this post. Now I have nothing. Why is that?

I'm hoping this means spring now. Day temp should be above zero all week. Snow should be melting down. 

My neck is killing me. 

It was my friend's 25th birthday party yesterday. It was just like birthday parties were when we were in elementary school. No alcohol. Cake and same games we used to play. Oh the cake was absolutely delicious. I was a bit worried at first when I saw it was dark on the inside. I'm not a very big fan of chocolate cake. But it didn't taste like chocolate cake. It was so delicious, so soft. And the pies. Looked a bit scary at first. All sorts of veggies in them but they were so good. 

I couldn't stop eating. It's not everyday you get such fantastic things in your mouth. 

So today I'm going for the tuna salad at lunch. And muesli with vanilla yoghurt. 

I wish we'd get the new work clothes soon. I am sick of this dark blue. It doesn't suit me at all. I hear the new stuff'll be mostly black. I can do black. Black is fine with me. Although I don't want them to come too quickly. I want to be able to fit in smaller sizes. I don't want them to be too big for me too soon. (notice the wishful thinking)

I don't think i'll be hearing from the police college. I just feel it. My application wasn't good enough. I can't write a good one. No matter how many times I try. Maybe I should have called too. But I still don't know what to say. And now the phone numbers are gone.. 

I guess luck just isn't my thing.