dreamin'

I've been watching a lot of Scrubs lately(It's a brilliant show btw). It has brought back something that has been on my mind on and off for some time now. I wish I had a best friend too. Like Turk&JD. They are each others best buds and do a lot of things together and tell each other everything. Very close. I'm jealous of that.

I used to have a bff but I suppose life got in the way. We're still good friends, don't get me wrong, but it's not like it was back in the old days. We have this group of 5 best friends. And we've been friends since the 5th grade or so but we're a team. It's not the same.

I don't make friends easily. It takes time to build the trust and since it is a long process it's hard to find someone who'd be so much on the same page.

I think I've spent too much time alone. So used to my own company not to be able to deal with others and have a healthy self-esteem.