everything is ready for xmas

it seems that everything is now ready for the treeless xmas.. sucks really. xmas is nothing without a tree. I suppose it is going to be rather disappointing again. No tree. Very little present. A hang-over (Not me though).
I gave him the idea of driving to mom's tomorrow morning for a day and I think he actually thought about it, but it seems it is not going to happen.. As I knew it would be..

Next year I want abroad for xmas. I dont want to be here where everyone just gets disappointed.. I used to love xmas. It is just full of stress and hurt now.
lose-lose situation for me.

the only good thing about all this is the seven-day holiday I got.