awful

it is quite horrible to want something so bad and knowing you cant have it. really quite awful.
Right now I should be on the car driving to the airport and not sitting at work worrying about it. One more reason why I hate my job.

The plane is landing in 14 minutes. And there'll be no one to pick him up. I'd really want to be there. really really really want to.

I was planning to go home with chinese food but there really isnt a good chinese place anywhere near here or on my way home. The best place is in Kangasala, a bit too far away.