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Happy thanksgiving everyone!!

It seems that most people have something they always wanted to do or are (and always have been) good at something. Perhaps a favorite subject at school that they want to continue to study or an artistic tendencies.. I dont have anything like that. At least to the extend where it would help career-wise. I suppose my only talent would be knowing the us states in alphabetical order plus their capitals. and being able to locate each state on the map. It's not a very special talent. Not a talent at all. A result of years of practising. The only thing that makes it even slightly unique is the fact that I dont suppose there are too many Finns who can do the same.
I wish there was something I was good at or at least something I would be super interested in.
I love singing but that's not an option since.. oh well I sound horrible.
It is just one of those times when lots of things start to cause stress and then I start worrying about lots of other things at the same time. I just want to be happy! Why is it too much to ask?
I dont want to be poor anymore :(