tuesday

I've been headachy today. I believe yesterday's illness was due to 2 possible choices, both mental. First I was so reluctant to go back to work that I somehow developed those symptoms or I was so sure something was going to go wrong that I somehow developed those symptoms. Today I got the blood test results and they were fine. There's nothing wrong. I shouldnt panic so easily.
Today after hearing the results I've been feeling much better. Only headachy. That could just be weather related.
Enough about my health.
My movies arrived yesterday and I just had to watch Brokeback Mountain right away. I was slightly disappointed. Dont get me wrong I thought it was a great movie but I had such high expectations.
Why is it when planning something that involves more than one person it's so difficult? Everyone has a different view of everything. At first I had to change shifts to get out of work by 2pm so I wouldnt miss the car. Then yesterday we found out that there is a fourth person coming along who is working till 4.30pm. Now they are waiting for him. And that is far too late for me to wait, since I'd be so late at my destination. Luckily mom decided to help out and I can get the train from here and see about the return journey later.
Now I'm hungry. I've been so busy since I got home. Cleaned the kitchen properly. Vacuumed the rest of the place. Carried trash out twice. I'd really need a massage now.
I suppose this is it for today and I'm heading to shower