the first day back

feels like i was never away. not a feeling I want to feel after holidays. it's only one pm and I feel like so much has happened that it should be later. I was feeling so hot I thought I should worry. I still worry a bit though I was told not to. I was considering the possibility that I am hypochondriac. Worrying so much about something that I will develop symptoms. I dont know.
My trip to see mom got a little ups and downs today. I was able to change my shift on friday with someone, but it is not the one I wanted so the boys are not sure if they'll wait for me. Have to hope his plane is delayed a bit so it wont matter. Why does everything have to be so hard always?
There wouldnt be a problem if I had enough money to take the train from here.
Now I'm hungry. I didnt eat much lunch. Just some carrot salad (raaste?) and a few pieces of chicken.
There are these two people at the office, the invoicing dept. A boy and a girl. Both are dating someone else but they just look like they could be a couple. There's just something there that seems like it. They even look the same. Not like brother-sister same but like a couple in love.
I'm probably far from the truth but wouldnt be surprised if they had a little office fling