"Awesome"

That's like the awesomest word there is, right?

I suppose I should believe I'm awesome too. It's just hard. It's so unbelievable. It should really give me a lot of confidence, only it hasn't, at least much. Maybe some day.

But I don't see it myself. I think I look pretty average. I'm not even especially thin or anything. But hey, what do I know?