sunday morning

i was woken up a bit too early. and no lotto winnings yet again. nothing about a new, better job for me. why cant I have any luck? why am I destined to be poor? it is just not fair. I think I've had my share of poverty and things should be starting to change soon. Cant seem to get the loan off my back either. Though it is getting smaller each month, but not nearly fast enough.
This seems to be only about complaining. I should cheer up and try to make it more interesting. No wonder no one ever reads it..