the drunken night

sunday and getting pissed. had some white wine and cider. must work tomorrow.
if only i could be drunk at work. maybe then it would be a bit more tolerable. or not.
gosh i hate that place. it just gets worse and worse every day. i need to find another job i could start after my summer holidays. i still want the holidays and the money. after that i never wanna see the place again. especially the boss.
it seems as if this blog is only all about how much i hate my job. cant help it.
thursday was my last chace to apply for english philology this year. there was no point since i could never get in and i wouldnt survive in an university. too much reading boring stuff.
wish i could write like keyes again. seem to have lost the touch. see if can bring it back.
spent all weekend relaxing. did nothing real. just read and watched telly. and slept a lot. 14 hours on fri-sat night. was that tired. got two six am mornings next week, wonder how on earth going manage those. and if the weather doesnt improve there's no chance for getting less tired.
had chinese yesterday. chicken&pineapple. didnt like it. too sweet. bf left most of his hot garlick sauce's veggies, i ate those. almost had 2 meals. too much. know not to get chicken&pineapple again.
watched the english patient finally. one boring movie. far too long. at least i've seen it now. no need to watch again.
i felt more drunk after the wine. now been drinking cider. not so drunk anymore. need more wine?